Hah ^______________^

How've you all been doin? Fine i hope~
cos i'm not doin so good myself..

Okay ni someone suggested i uppy-datey my bloggy. haha. so here i go. ahhhhhhhhhhh ape nak tulis!! lol...............been a few months already. lost ze touche. bwahaa.

What dyu guys do during your holidays? Camp? Fly overseas? Vacation? Scuba-dive? Apaa apaa! Bilang apa! okay tanak bilang tkpe..

Many things have changed ever since the last post. seriously. BELAMBAK things have changed.

i'm more feminine? (quoted from a friend)

i'm less noisy? (quoted from a friend)

i'm more....into nasyid? (quoted from a friend)

i'm less happy-go-lucky... (quoted from myself)

You know the things each and every one of us do...will remain a secret to many others. you just dont go telling people, 'ooh i cried over that person yesterday' or 'omg! i just took my bro's wallet without telling him!' .. right?
Right! but humans...somehow just find a neeeeeeeeeeeed to console their woes to someone..anyone. so the only thing left to do..is to turn to the Almighty Allah..right? But why do we sometimes find it soooooo HARD to do just that. WHY? Ya Allah~ *sobs*

i realised my mission in life, in this world a tad too late ='(
but never give up, i hope there's still time. insyaAllah ^^

Dear God, please bear witness that i am willing to change this sinful self into a better person. a person whom is worthy to be called a mu'min. a person whom is worthy to be loved by you. a person whom is worthy to befriend others. worthy to be under your care. worthy to even be here. and worthy...to be sent to the heavens.

i shant speak no more.. these eyes are filling up already. ma'assalaaamah =)

p.s.: awak...kita berterima kasih kat awak. for making me realise all this. you're a good person, no worries. a better person than me. i wish you happiness di dunia & akhirat. sorry for troubling you whatsoever. i dont even know whether u'll be readin this or not. hmm. but i read your blog. ^_^
your words...fuh menusuk di qalbu... keep up the good work ! dum di dum...

p.s.s.: whatever happens, it's not your loss okay. things happen for a reason. will try hard to find the reasons behind those happenings.....

slowly turning over a new leaf.
salam =)