Salam Ma'al Hijrah To All Muslims =)

Alhamdulillahirobbil ‘aalamin.Shalawat serta salam semoga tercurah kepada semulia-mulia para Rasul.Sesungguhnya tahniah adalah kabar gembira dan senang dengan segala sesuatu yang menggembirakan jiwa-jiwa yang berbahagia dengannya.

*ابتسام*

باسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

Tomorrow's the first day of my one-life-changing week in pesantren. I am excited but at the same time nervous. it's totally normal that i'm always packing my stuff in the last minute..lol. k thats not funny. tu juga akan dipersoalkan. =)

Semoga Allah mempermudahkan lagi perjalananku untuk bertaubat kepadaNya Yang Maha Esa. Allah musta'an.

Doa baginda Rasulullah SAW :

اللَّهُمَّ إِنِّي أًسْأَلُكَ عِلْمًا نَافِعًا وَأَعُوْذُبِكَ مِنْ عِلْمٍ لا يَنْفَع

" Ya Allah, aku mohon lepada-Mu ilmu yang bermanfaat, dan aku berlindung kepada-Mu dari ilmuyang tidak bermanfaat. "

Farah mau pack ahh... =(
Tu lah...last minute lagi eh. Biasa dia.. kwang3. Kawan-kawanku~ ringan2kan lah tanganmu ..dan senang2kan lah lidahmu supaya sentiasa berdoa for me okay? OK! heh ^^

CHEY i just kidding only..
i mean dont just doa for ME only la. doa for all the muslimin & muslimat out there kayy?

Hmm..tahun baru kan?
Azam pon mesti mau baru.
HAHA.
This time tak tau nak tulis tk my azam.
Nanti2 la eh.. =)


Ma'assalaamah !

Manusia..

"Mata dari tubuh tempatnya di kepala,
dan mata dari jiwa tempatnya di hati,
tubuh apabila dipukul tidak begitu sakit,
yang paling sakit ialah apabila jiwa yang dipukul,
kerana yang dikatakan manusia ialah jiwanya,
sedangkan tubuh hanya tempat persinggahan sementara..."

*smiles*

Ana masrooorotun jiddan jiddan jiddan!
Syukran ala kulliha ya akhi..

mm.

Played JAHAT-MINTON just now!
lol ngah sakit perot seh tadi =(

Sooo....this will most probably be the last badminton session (heh?) for the year of for-teen-ther-tea (masihi) & too-thau-zen-en-na-yen (gregorian). Hmm...sad =(

Anyway, just now felt awkward somehow. One thing was that kita datang bulan. eh cam tk penting eh nak bilang. haha. but seriously. pain. couldnt stretch my legs..couldnt run fast. but i fell a lot. which is of no surprise AT ALL. hahaaa. the OTHER thing was that...haha. i feel like...i was being watched. my every move. well of course, Allah is forever watching me. 24/7! but i felt like every one of my steps was being analysed. what i do. what i say. and what i was watching. i dont like it. =(
i really dont.
i basically...ignored...someone...
eh ape ni Farah! jangan cam ni boleh tak. lol. very the drama mama ah. haha..ape boleh buat kan?

so then...sedih la sikit..sikit je...heh
ish lets change the topic kay? ^_^

i still need to get the list of things to bring to pesantren from kak shifayaaaa~! haha. my phoneee =(
hmm tomorrow there's netball training..cos on friday, there's a match with the seniors. haha. hopefully my tummy will be better tomorrow. amin insyaAllah. what i need now is someone to layan me. hahahaha. Farah's known for her merepekness.

Ya Allah, i really need your guidance. cos without it, i'd be let astray. and i definitely dont want that. in reality..nobody wants that. i seek help from you Ya Rahman Ya Rahim Ya Muhaimin Ya Hafiiz Ya Raqiib ..... <3>

WAHAHA BARU HABIS TENGOK SO YOU THINK YOU CAN DANCE.
okay. tkyah excited sangat kay. heehee =)
they did a bolly-kayu number this time around. huhu. nice~
well..............................
dah tu je lah for today ^^
dunno what else to say =)
okay so plans for tomorrow? (promise ni last haha)

• ___________________ *fill in the blank*
  
• Go for netball
• Meet kat shif (most prob kat masjid)
• ___________________ *fill in the blank*

Wassalaam 'alaikum warahmatullahi wabarakaaatuh!
heehee ^_^
OH!
ONE MORE THING. Alhamdulillah...most muharram activities are postponed to NEXT MONTH! soooooooo that means fa can jooinnn~ :D
best kan best kan? beeeeest.. lol. k dah. BYE!

p.s.: niari new record for me ah! ada banyak sad faces ni kat my entry! ape nak jadi ni?? hahaha. HAPPY CLUB!!! HAIYO YOU~!

Hah ^______________^

How've you all been doin? Fine i hope~
cos i'm not doin so good myself..

Okay ni someone suggested i uppy-datey my bloggy. haha. so here i go. ahhhhhhhhhhh ape nak tulis!! lol...............been a few months already. lost ze touche. bwahaa.

What dyu guys do during your holidays? Camp? Fly overseas? Vacation? Scuba-dive? Apaa apaa! Bilang apa! okay tanak bilang tkpe..

Many things have changed ever since the last post. seriously. BELAMBAK things have changed.

i'm more feminine? (quoted from a friend)

i'm less noisy? (quoted from a friend)

i'm more....into nasyid? (quoted from a friend)

i'm less happy-go-lucky... (quoted from myself)

You know the things each and every one of us do...will remain a secret to many others. you just dont go telling people, 'ooh i cried over that person yesterday' or 'omg! i just took my bro's wallet without telling him!' .. right?
Right! but humans...somehow just find a neeeeeeeeeeeed to console their woes to someone..anyone. so the only thing left to do..is to turn to the Almighty Allah..right? But why do we sometimes find it soooooo HARD to do just that. WHY? Ya Allah~ *sobs*

i realised my mission in life, in this world a tad too late ='(
but never give up, i hope there's still time. insyaAllah ^^

Dear God, please bear witness that i am willing to change this sinful self into a better person. a person whom is worthy to be called a mu'min. a person whom is worthy to be loved by you. a person whom is worthy to befriend others. worthy to be under your care. worthy to even be here. and worthy...to be sent to the heavens.

i shant speak no more.. these eyes are filling up already. ma'assalaaamah =)

p.s.: awak...kita berterima kasih kat awak. for making me realise all this. you're a good person, no worries. a better person than me. i wish you happiness di dunia & akhirat. sorry for troubling you whatsoever. i dont even know whether u'll be readin this or not. hmm. but i read your blog. ^_^
your words...fuh menusuk di qalbu... keep up the good work ! dum di dum...

p.s.s.: whatever happens, it's not your loss okay. things happen for a reason. will try hard to find the reasons behind those happenings.....

slowly turning over a new leaf.
salam =)